Hey bro, all I got to say is you gotta slow down your thinking. I myself am starting cdl school in September so I can relate some. I have a good job that pays my bills and puts a roof over my family’s head but I want more in life. I want more money and it’s my dream to own a truck someday and be my own boss. With that being said my fear is if I go over the road a company won’t give me miles. But I didn’t even start cdl school yet so I will worry about that when it’s time. The best thing that works for me is to take your goal and break it down. Worry about what’s in front of you first and prepare for that. You look at the big picture to long and your gonna sike yourself out I feel.